my blade is at my wrist
one cut
two cut
three cut
four
oh no i hit a vain
now i in the hospital fighting for my life
what are my parents going to think about me now
what have i done
it is over i died

four years later
my sister is now nine
my brother thirteen
i have demolished them
why did i do that
all they know of me now is that i was the first one to die because of bullying or my family
how will they know why i did it
they wont
because they didnt see anything but me being angry or sad or happy
they dont know how to live and the cycle repeats again